Fearfully and Wonderfully Made

Kathleen M. UrquhartDo you ever feel like your head will explode??? My "awakening" came when I was led by God to view a video about "CERN". I never heard of the name/place before - didn't know what it was (didn't care...). As I watched, it was like a literal "flood" door opened up. Day after day came the words: "As it was in the days of Noah, so will it be in the days of the coming of the Son of Man." (Matthew 24:37). I then purchased Revising Reality by Anthony Patch. My very first reaction was, "Oh dear God - help me!!!" I was literally on my face in tears. But then I was strengthened, given a measure of bravery to face this, and the determination to learn. I was shown and directed to put on the armor of God and, if I could do nothing else, my conscience screamed, "Kathleen, just freaking stand!!!"

So I did. I never in a million years thought I'd have the aptitude for Quantum Physics (I hated Physical Science in high school...) but now; I can't get enough of it. I'm watching online seminars by Stephen Hawking and attending free lectures at Harvard University (I live approximately two miles from there). God is opening my mind to all of this…which brings me to the next point I'd like you all to think about.

I am a devoted Christian woman. I'm an author. My first book, a novel entitled, Pigtails and Potter's Field, will be published this fall. I've worked on this book for over a decade and know that God has been with me through it all. I love Jesus with all of my heart, mind, soul, and strength. He is everything to me. That said, in my conversations with the Lord, the Holy Spirit reveals and speaks things to me that I would never have had the intelligence to think of on my own. Stay with me here while I map out where I'm going...

Jesus said to his apostles, after he had performed many miracles in their midst, that: "Verily I tell you that whoever believes in me will do even greater things than these..." (John 14:12) To me, I think OK, define "greater things..." and proceed to ponder. Scripture also tells us that we are: "Fearfully and wonderfully made." (Psalm 139:14)

There are countless wonderful Bible promises to inspire us that we may only give a cursory glance to and then say, "Yeah, right I'm just like that..."

But what if, what IF - we are on the brink of something amazing here? We must approach this with a military mindset. Have you ever read the book, The Art of War, by Sun Tzu? It's all about strategies for studying the enemy in order to anticipate his next move. Personally speaking, I come from a long line of military men. My father was a US Marine, as were my grandfather and uncle.

Satan is doing this very thing. Think about it for a moment, when he was kicked out of heaven, all access to God and the understanding of what He was doing, as well as knowledge of His future plans, ceased flowing to him. He was out of the "know". Now, some may argue, "God is the same, yesterday, today, and forever." YES. This is true. "God lives outside of time." YES. This is another true statement. "God's character never changes." CORRECT. So, are we to assume that though satan had/has access to the throne of God and has combed scripture, that he still knows His every move?"

NO! What satan can never predict or under estimate is God's "MERCY!" Mercy is a small word with a big meaning. It's basically God's prerogative and right to do whatever HE wants, whenever HE wants, in whatever way HE chooses. This presents a problem to satan. If he can't predict God's mercy (let D-Wave just try and untangle that one – it'll self destruct), he needs to draw close to the recipients of His mercy (i.e. God's people) in order to try and figure out His next move. So he studies generations. He hates us - but he needs us. So what else does he do?

Satan must first attempt to deceive - make us believe he's larger than life, knows everything, can predict the future, or even read our minds. But he can't. But he will use everything within his power to come as close as he can to appear like God. It's all about perception - truth has nothing to do with it. He just needs to make men think he knows it all - smoke and mirrors! Enter "Technology" (I know I'm not telling you anything you don't already know).

I know about the workings of some scientists and megalomaniacs like Elon Musk, the mapping of the human brain, and satan's attempt to figure out just how "fearfully and wonderfully made" we actually are. He needs to gain access to this information so he can stop it or, at the very least, "mess it up" - enter, GMO food, nanoparticles in our air and contaminants in our water, Chemtrails/Contrails, vaccinations, the use of "invisible powers" such as radiation from cell phone towers or our devices, microwaves, radio waves/frequencies, electrical and magnetic currents, biological agents...the list goes on. There is an all-out frontal attack to destroy, weaken, and erase the mind of mankind. We have to ask why? If he can take away our ability to think and reason, make sound decisions, remain faithful, trustworthy, and loving in relationships, then our world will crumble from within and without and we'll easily fall prey to him and his ungodly plan to "take over the world".

NOT SO FAST

I say all of this to build a case whereby I feel that even though there is this profound and magnificent explosion of technology taking place (God said this in Daniel 12:4: 4 But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased.) and the understanding and revelation of how it is being brought/given to us through the transgression of entities through time and space, I believe that God will not leave us ill-equipped and unprepared.

Right now, in heaven, Jesus is preparing for his return. The Holy Spirit is teaching, guiding, showing him what is going to be accomplished upon his return, in bodily form, to planet earth. He is not coming back as a suffering silent servant (been there and done that!). No, it's time for a warrior and conquering king! The proverbial *$%&*!! is going to "hit the fan" and it's going to be unlike anything we've ever seen or experienced. But His people, those true to His name and calling, are equipped - not just with armor (though that might be enough!).

If not us before Christ's return, then perhaps those 144,000 after he returns, I believe, will exhibit the full power of the Triune Godhead - Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Our human brains use what...maybe 2% of our capacity to think, reason, and process information? Yet at even 2% we can do amazing things! Our brain is powerful...so much so that it's the original "processor" that D-Wave and other like technologies are trying to fashion themselves after. We are God's unparalleled models (the 2048 and 4096 have nothing on us!). He's done amazing things with and through fallen man to frustrate the works of satan, even we aren't aware of how we do it! It must enrage satan that we don't die sooner, submit easier, or give up quicker, and faith, well faith just infuriates him to no end! So he's simultaneously attacking and yet studying this divinely created brain in order to figure it out. But this is not so easy to do when you've been kicked out of heaven and the presence of God and all future knowledge to you ceased. Only Jesus, as far as I can tell, was at the Father's side to watch how he created the intricacies of man. I don't recall reading that satan was standing in the viewing section privy to this creation.

He was warned that we are fearfully and wonderfully made. I believe that as these dire times and events increase, by studying what the enemy is doing, like the "Art of War" suggests, we are discovering that the intent is to take away our brain's functioning ability - hence, the full court press to damage and destroy it. Why? What would "fearfully and wonderfully made" translate to in your estimation? In mine, it's this: What if God is close to giving the word and our brains are activated to work in the manner in which they were designed? From 2% cognizant functionality to 100%! What if we are being prepared to live in both the literal physical world AND the spiritual world - at the same time! I believe that God is going to show satan what "fearfully and wonderfully made" translates to, and he's shuddering at that thought for Jesus said in John 14:12: "Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father." What if we will walk on water, split the seas, multiply food in days of famine, heal the sick by just a word, raise the dead, or what about this novel idea – FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT YOU…

Deuteronomy 32:30: "If one can put 10,000 to flight, two can send a legion fleeing."

God has a plan. It cannot be thwarted. It won't be. He's not going to leave us to be pummeled by satan. What parent in their right mind, no matter how bad their child is, would leave them out in the cold, let them go hungry, subject them to ravenous predators, or doom them to certain death? I know you're thinking, "God did not spare his own son." Therein is the answer. Jesus did it!!! We deserved it, and He took on our punishment. We still have to work out and live with the results/effects of our own personal sins, but satan will be dealt with in a manner greater than himself.

I am an avid student - always reading and investigating. The times demand it.

"For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect." Matthew 24:24

I believe that our heavenly Father has an amazing plan. We don't even realize who we are in Christ Jesus. It will be revealed to us as needed and not before.

June 21, 2017

Kathleen M. Urquhart is the author of Pigtails and Potter's Field, the story of an Irish family's struggle to overcome a devastating betrayal. Fall 2017.